The Climb

Now here we are. The two of us. At the bottom of... well... quite a large hill. I guess it's time we climb it together. I'm glad you're letting me make this trek with you, because it won't be easy alone. And that, my love, is what i'm here for. I can't guide you the entire way, but knowing that i can help is enough. We left that pothole in the road behind, and now we're here. Yes, i know, the mountain looks pretty high. But don't worry. I'll be right there if you trip. I'll patch up any wounds. Scare away any demons. This is going to take a while. And I can promise you that it won't be easy. But just hold my hand, I'll kiss you on the cheek, and I'll smile and say, "Let's go."

Do you even?

Do you even realize what you've done?
Do you even know what you said to me?
Do you even what to know what this has done to me?
You BROKE my heart, it's going to take A LOT to fix it.
YOU told me to stop fighting, i guess i will now.
You don't even know... that this hurt the most.
You killed me first. And I love you still.

Joy

Hi joy. How were you? cause i'm glad you came to visit me. You fill me up with your... well.. joy! And you emanate with love and warmth. It's not that warmth where you have a fever... but the warmth where you don't want to move or else you'll lose the feeling. right? anywho. Joy, you have many names. Right now, they are clare, kaylee, tea, reading blogs, and my panda son and his mommy in cute pictures. you've been hard to find lately... boucing around and mocking me! but... right now i'm glad you decided to stop and have a sit down with me. it makes me happy. i love this feeling. i love you joy. =)